Exhaustion

Last week I got to work almost everyday 90 minutes earlier than usual and worked 60 minutes later than usual — or so it seemed, or so I’ve convinced myself — to wrap up a sinking ship of a project. In many ways, this project was a real cluster. At the same time, it was a project that constantly nagged me and pushed me to push myself and learn new things. Like AJAX in wordpress on the frontend side. SQL queries that went beyond “SELECT * FROM”… to using JOINs and BETWEENs and other joyous geek weaponry.

Sleep has been crap for one reason or another. Diaper rash, nightmares (in neither case am I referring to myelf, but the children…), dogs needing to take a dump at 2:39 am, concerns about people at work f’ing things up on the project management side of things… (some folks should not be project managers…)

I’m exhausted. Straight up bone tired.

But the good thing is I don’t feel particularly frazzled. I’m too tired to be frazzled!