angry all the time / no more!

there’s nothing like an interminable spring of depression followed by a good month of anger to tire a sap like me out.

I’m done. I give up. Let the rainbow of unrepentent happiness enter my heart again. no more conflict. no more angst. no more jealousy.

just positive, flowing electrical nerve endings singing like high tension wires or high voltage lines.

I need to wake up on the right side of the bed tomorrow, damnit.

and I will. watch me fucking blossom!